up early and sewing a bunch of simple tunics for a friend.
In the middle of sewing I broke down and just cried for about a 1/2 hour. I have no idea what the f**k that was about. Even after I finished sobbing, I had no idea why it started. I had turned the sprinkler on in the backyard. As I ruminate over it now, maybe it just was overwhelmed by everything going on, sprinkler system is broken, our fence is falling down, the AC broke last night.
Breakfast was crap. I had ramen and milk
Lunch was chinese tuesday. It really is the only day I buy my lunch anymore and I think I need to stop as I end up all flushed from the MSG. Had water and a mt dew
I have decided that to counter my sadness earlier I need to remember what I am thankful for: My friends, my family, my house, my dogs, enough to eat, enough to pay the bills, good health, laughter at both myself and with others, being strong enough to ride my bike to work, living in a place that I can ride my bike, health children, a husband who loves me so very much, clean sheets, indoor plumbing, able to take a deep breathe, keen fashion sense, sci fi movies and books, a sense of wonder that is still intact and love. above all things love.
Dinner tonight is mac and cheese, corn and black beans with salsa. But might just be a popcicle instead
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