oct 23

did not get up early instead tried to finish this crazy dream of trying to kill a rat in my garage. It started off as an ugly ugly rat but by the time I actually killed it it was really a chinchilla and I felt very bad for killing it.

breakfast was oatmeal
having mt dew
lunch is hot and sour soup and tofu with garlic sauce and much water.
mt dew will happen this afternoon

dinner is going to be grilled cheese and tomato soup

oct 22

up early
no breakfast
had mt dew
lunch was a black bean burrito from chipotle
had mt dew
dinner was left over spinach quiche

oct 21

up early had leftover risotto for breakfast
having mt dew
not sure what I am having for lunch
will have another mt dew later
dinner is penne ala vodka and salad

oct 20

up early breakfast was spinach quiche
had cup of tea
had mt dew
lunch was rice pilaf, salad, two pieces of cheese jalapeno bread and lemonade
had mt dew in afternoon
dinner was ramen and milk
and scatter throughout the day was 6 peppermints
also had a bowl of vanilla icecream with hot fudge

oct 19

up early and feeling good.
Had a cup of peach tea and got some weaving done. Felt good.
Breakfast was leftover risotto and a glass of milk
having mt dew now
no lunch today
will have another one this afternoon.
dinner will be spinach quiche, salad and green beans.

oct 17-18

Had an odd weekend. I ate a lot of food but stayed with good stuff. Had tons of grapes- always a dubious idea anyway, but that made everything MOVE swiftly through.
Made rolled oats for breakfast- yum I just love the texture
had No ramen all weekend. That makes me very happy.
kept to my normal soda allotment.
had some nice quiet time this weekend. Very much enjoyed that.

oct 14

up early had a cup of tea. I call it my cokacola tea because it tastes like, kind a coke.
oatmeal for breakfast with two pieces of toast
had a mt dew
lunch was other 1/2 of yesterdays tofu with garlic sauce and water
afternoon will find my hands around another dew
dinner is scrounge which could be panned fried tofu with peanut sauce, brown rice and lettuce or depending on how crap I feel when I leave work ramen and milk.

oct 13

up early but not weaving. Puttered around the house.
the work stuff is getting more desperate.
I feel like crap for sitting here and taking money when i know we don't have much.
so what do I do? eat crap then not post and feel bad for not posting.
I did get myself out for a walk with the dogs yesterday.
had ramen and milk for breakfast
had a cup of tea
had a mt dew
lunch is tofu w/garlic sauce and hot and sour soup and water
will have another mt dew this after noon
dinner is beer cheese soup

oct 9

Still hit or missing on eating good or small portions. I think I am a little ashamed in part and so don't want to write about the trouble times very much.
todays food
8 lemon cookies and 8 crackers
two cans of mt dew
yep pure crap
I am going out with Holly tonight for her birthday so we will probably pick up some fast food on the way to the aquarium.

oct 7

Also had a bad weekend.
ate waaaaaaayy to much but had kept soda consumption in line.]
work is continuing to slow down. Not good. The FDIC still holds our loan and won't sell it back to us. Watching that pull my folks to pieces is not good. It throws my sister into super bitch mode- also not very good. One the the sales guys here has been in the hospital now three times with some internal bleeding and they really haven't found the cause.
I keep feeling less than good but not sick enough to stay home. I would rather be all out blechy than 1 hour throat hurts and am sniffly and next all is good. and the random cough.

having tofu with garlic sauce today and water
no dinner tonight as busy with a meeting.

oct 1

no breakfast, slept in had nightmares
had three mt dews todoy, very bad
lunch was nachoes with black beans
dinner is spaghetti, green beans, salad and milk
prolly have a cup of tea later too- no caff